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11:59pm 22/07/2009
  Star crossed lovers
They say we're not meant to be
Cause the stars in the sky and the fashion that they are aligned.
I say if the future's been drawn out there's no point in living.
I won't give up my love so that fate can have it's way.

If the stars say that you couldn't love me,
Are you telling me that you would listen?
If the words make their way from your mouth,
Don't ask my permission,
All is forgiven.

Star crossed lovers, we do what we want to.
Some learn the hard way,
We all learn through consequence.
I say if the future's been drawn out, then nobody's living.
I won't give up my love so that fate can have its way.
Its way..

If the stars say that you couldn't love me,
Are you telling me that you would listen?
If the words make their way from your mouth,
Don't ask my permission,
All is forgiven.

Is it over?
(The stars keep this fire from burning out)
Is it over?
(Are you saying that you'd really listen?)
Is it over?
(The stars keep this fire)
Is it over?
(The stars keep this fire..)

Is the stars say that you couldn't love me,
Are you telling me that you would listen?
if the words make their way from your mouth,
Don't ask my permission,
All is forgiven.

Is the stars say that you can not love me.
(The stars keep this fire from burning out)
If the stars say that you can not love me.</div>

12:07am 02/06/2009
  Summer has started, finally D: But it has only been a few days, and I'm already running out of things to do.. Oh well. I'm leaving for ADVANCE on Sunday. It's a camp where you take courses that you can get high school credit for, and I'm taking Biology, fun fun^^. It shouldn't be too bad, I mean, I've heard that it's pretty fun, other than the whole cramming an entire year's course in 3 weeks.. *shrug* We'll see..  
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03:00pm 03/05/2009
  I finally got a second piercing! Yay! ^__^

Haha, random..
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Where did the time go?   
11:49pm 25/04/2009
  Wow, only a month left before we get out for summer O_O Then high school in the fall? It still feels like I just started the 5th grade..  
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07:30pm 04/04/2009
  Okay, I'm gonna rant... That's usually what I do when i post..

I fell for a guy, his name is Marco. My best friend fell for him too. I didn't mind, and neither did she, and we promised we would still love each other no matter what happened. Neither of us had met him, but after a little while of talking to him, I kinda figured he was somewhat of a manwhore, and I don't use that term lightly.. Every time we talked, he always told me how much he liked me, and how beautiful I was, and how no one could ever compare. But then, after telling me all of this, he would go on to tell me that he had about 10 girls who liked him. Then it turned out to be 20, and so on.. I asked him jokingly how many he liked back, thinking he would tell me something along the lines of,"Just you, babe ;)" But I get the response,"Only about 4 of them, but you're among the top ;)" See what I mean by asshole? I mean.. fucktard? Wait! I mean.. manwhore? Yeah.. My best friend also made it to the top 4.

Today, I went to the Boardwalk, and it was originally going to be me, Caitlin, and Marco. Then, he invited his friend Nick, and Caitlin's friend, Rheannon,  came as well. of course, this was planned way before what I just realized what I've told you from my above paragraph. We all hung out for five hours. We saw a movie, ate, and just walked around. During those five hours, I watched the fucktard I'd fallen for and my best friend hold hands and cuddle, the entire.fucking.time.

I smiled, and joked, and laugh, and all the other normal things that I would do if nothing would've happened, but I guess i wasn't elaborate enough with my acting. My best friend then proceeds to ask what was wrong.. I told her I'd talk about it later.. Then, when we talk about it later, she tells me she would feel guilty if they started going out, which of course made me feel guilty. So now, as the result of my day, I feel like utter shit.

My rant is now over..

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03:32pm 13/02/2009
mood: flirty
Hi there o.o it's been a reeeaaallly long time, cause I keep forgetting.. Please remind me if i stop posting for a while. I actually do have thoughts and feelings to post, I just forget about them too quickly to remember to post them. Soooooo yeah.. I start high school next year! WOO!! And naturally, I'm going to Magnet High^^ Anything I should know before I start attending?
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01:47pm 30/11/2008
  Whoa.. it's been a while o.o
I don't want break to ennddddddd!!!!!!
I've barely had one. It's science fair's fault :-P
Ah well.. Nothing exciting has been going on.
Went to Dallas for shopping.
I actually liked it.. umm.. (I can't think of a surprised face, so bare with me)
So yeah.. Nothing else is new.
:] :] :] :] :] :] :]
Sorry, had to xD
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03:29pm 05/11/2008
  HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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11:35pm 18/10/2008
mood: artistic
Nothing much has happened..
I can't wait for Halloween ^_^
I'm gonna be a vampire xD
Not gonna be too elaborate though, or else I'd probably need to bleach my skin o.o
Eh, I'll figure something out.
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09:32pm 28/09/2008
mood: content
• Grab the nearest book.
• Open the book to page 56.
• Find the fifth sentence.
• Post the text of the next few sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
• Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

"He does not see me as a woman. Still, beautiful. How long will you be gone? I ask him, feeling a heat tiptoeing up my neck, spreading across my cheeks. As long as it takes Lodengrance to give Arthur his men and his horses back. Panic rises in my gut at the thought of Lancelot's absence."

Song of the Sparrow by Lisa Ann Sandell
10:32pm 27/09/2008
mood: content
1. Do you like bleu cheese? I don't know. Never had it.

2. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Nah.

3. Do you own a gun? *shakes head* nope

4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? I usually don't add anything.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Nah. Having both parents in the medical field kinda makes you get used to it.

6. What do you think of hot dogs? They're alright.

7. Favorite Christmas song? Hmm.. I like the more melodic things. Not jazzy or excited stuff.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? I don't care.

9. Can you do push-ups? Haha. No.

10. What's your favorite meal? It would have to consist of edible food.

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? I don't know.

12. Favorite hobby? Internet : D

13. Do you work with people who idolize you? Probably not. That would be awkward.

14. Do you have A.D.D? I don't think so.

15. What's one trait that you dislike about yourself? Just one? Geez.. Umm.. I wish I wasn't so serious all the time. I never get to have as much fun as everyone else. But then again, watching everyone make fools of themselves is quite amusing.

16. Middle name? Don't have one.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this moment.
1. This picture is fucking awesome xD
2. I want coffee o.o
3. Need.. sleep.. NOW..

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday: Uhh.. I didn't buy anything yesterday..

20. Current worry right now? I'm actually in a really good mood right now.

21. Current hate right now? I don't wanna think about it. So right now, I don't know.

22. Favorite place to be? I don't know..

23. How did you bring in New Year's? Sat on the couch with a laptop, and wasted away..

24. Where would you like to go? I'm good where I am right now.

25. Who will complete this? I will?

26. Whose answer do you want to read the most? It doesn't really matter..

27. What color shirt are you wearing? My green sleep-shirt.

28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? I don't know. never have before.

29. Can you whistle? Kinda..

30. Favorite color(s)? Blue and green

31. Would you be a pirate? Ninjas are waaayy cooler xD

32. What songs do you sing in the shower? I never sing in the shower.

33. Favorite girl's name? I never thought about it.

34. Favorite boy's name? Never thought about that either..

35. What's in your pocket right now? My sleeping pants don't have pockets.

36. Last thing that made you laugh? That picture xD

37. Best bed sheets as a child? ? Not.. sure..?

38. Worst injury you've ever had? Fracturing both bones in my right arm.

39. Do you love where you live? No, it's too hot and humid T_T

40. How many TVs do you have in your house? Hmm.. I think about 4-5 or so.

41. Who is your loudest friend? They're all pretty loud..

42. How many dogs do you have? Just one.

43. Does someone have a crush on you? *sigh* They've got them self convinced of this "crush", but I'm trying to convince them otherwise >_>

45. What is your favorite book? Current obsession: TWILIGHT SERIES.

46. What is your favorite candy? I don't have a favorite..

47. What is your favorite sports team? None..

48. What song do you want played at your funeral? I don't think about these things.

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night? Sleeping.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? Shower.. so.. far.. away..
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10:18pm 19/09/2008
mood: melancholy
School is more work than it's really worth.
I honestly don't see how we're gonna use this stuff in the future.
Sure, it's good for you, and it'll be "useful", but I just don't see the point.

My days are getting progressively worse and worse.
I'm running out of things to blame it on.
It's just there.

I'm not really sure anymore.
About anything.

This week has been really long.
Oh, and anyone who reads this, please please PLEASE don't try to kill yourself with an OD of Benadryl.
What's it gonna make you do?
Sleep to death? xD
You could be more successful with Advil xDD
Chang should get a good laugh outta that..
If not, then, yes, I'm losing it and I'm not making sense..
Haha xD
But I'm serious, don't do it.
If you do, then, I don't know.

That's it. Don't expect more. Cause you aren't getting it.
Sorry >.<
08:16pm 12/09/2008
mood: restless
So, I officially have nothing to post.
Well, wait.. I heard a song that really got me.
It's pretty good.
Autumn Leaves Revisited by Thursday.
You should listen to it.
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Here it is yet again!!   
09:50pm 01/09/2008
  1- Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
     "Watercolors by Joan: "Needs Work"."

2- Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
     "The Superficial- Melissa and Joan Rivers have really saggy boobs."
O_O (My reaction to these so far can only be described by these faces)

3- Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
     "Joan says: screwed-up and f*cked-up Malaysian Politics."

4- Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
     "stradlater.org: Joan has been spayed."

5- Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
     "Joan wants More Playgrounds For the Children of Dublin 15."

6- Type in "[your name] gives" in Google search:
     "Funny Girls- Joan RiversBonus: Old Farts-AOL Video."

7- Type in "[your name] takes" in Google search:
     "Sister Joan takes reins at St. Ambrose/QCTimes.com."

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12:17pm 01/09/2008
mood: calm
So here we go again..
Same thing as 3 years ago, except, the third family isn't here yet.
They're on their way and should be here within the next day or so though..
Oh, I'm talking about the people who are coming from New Orleans.
I don't really mind, it's just kinda inconvienent is all..
Plus, we don't know how bad it'll be this time, so we don't know how long they're gonna be staying.
Last time, it was a month x_x

Anyway, nothing is new.
I get Tuesday and Wednseday off cause of the weather and they're using the buses for transportation for other people.
Alrighty, my excitement is over xD
Oh, and i found out that Midnight Sun has been put on hold by Stephenie Meyer... indefinitely..
It killed me, but somehow, I'm still breathing.
And now my obsessiveness is over xD
I really need to find something else to obsess over
Falling in love with fictional characters really isn't healthy o.o
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10:57pm 22/08/2008
  Ha.. I survived my first week of school.
Yeah. My schedule was kinda screwed up on the first day, but they fixed it.
So, here's my schedule:

First-Int. French
Third-Adv. Piano
Fourth-Adv. Earth Science
Fifth-Gym (My least favorite -_-)
Seventh-LA History

It's just like last year, except that we have different teachers an we're taller than everyone else xD
I swear, the 6th graders are getting shorter and shorter every year. And multiplying at a rapid pace O_O
There are I think around 500 of them this year..
Bah.. It's crazy..
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11:28pm 15/08/2008
mood: anxious
You know how sometimes, when you listen to a certain song or artist,
it reminds you of a strong emotion or  memory?
Yeah.. That's what I'm like right now..
but the weird thing is, I've never heard the song before..
Strange.. o.o
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Here it comes again..   
11:05pm 13/08/2008
  School starts on Monday.
I'm almost looking forward to it x_x
I know, crazy right? Ha!
I've got all my school supplies and what not..
But my history teacher is asking for the most ridiculous things.
Well, it's not all ridiculous, but it's this one brand of sketch pad that only one store has and it's all the way downtown.
It sucked having to go from store to store looking for that thing >_>
Ah well..
Five more days..
I'm gonna be in 8th grade.
11:53pm 07/08/2008
  So, I got highlights in my hair a day or two ago.
The lady said it would be a mocha color.


After it was done, I looked, and it was BLONDE.
I was totally freaked out.
Not only did i have blonde in my hair, but it was beyond noticeable.
It was fucking bright, and it was the only thing you could see.
It covered about the entire top layer of my hair, so you couldn't see my original hair color.
But now that I've washed it a couple of times, it's faded a bit, and is much better^^
So yeah.. Nothing else much..
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11:34pm 05/08/2008
Not much else..